Monday, January 17, 2011
What now?
my head is aching. I get so tired. A gaggle of girls keeps me from me. I want to work, but I am so drained. I know I can do this. I can. Then we had another babe, and upside down I turned. Oh, but love. Where is my balance? Maybe I have actually found it, but must stop comparing myself to others. My life is my life. I am the mother I aspire to be. I am with my children. Always. But, still, I feel low at times. Breathe. Sleep.
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i can relate. i'm a good mom, but not always a good me. homeschooling prevents me from having any time to remember who i am some days. or months.
ReplyDeleteThanks. Sometimes I just have to let it out! I only homeschool one of my girls, but with the babe always tugging at my leg the whole time. It is still a learning process for us!
ReplyDeletei never anticipated only having one kid, but apparently we don't always get to plan out that part of our destiny. and even though i was kind of sad about that, it does make certain things easier, like schooling. plus, my daughter has aspergers, so she's a bit of a challenge when it comes to schooling. i guess God knew what he was doing when he only gave me one.
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